“I wont be childish and hide your name here Muldoon. Tbh with you Jamie, i want nothing off you anymore, or anything to do with you. Like, i’ll still go out if you’re there, and wont be a tit and make everyone choose between us. But i wont be at yours anymore, and i wont take anything else off you.”
I’m not even being funny Bartley but of all the places to tell me this, you put it on the internet for everyone else to see? That’s ridiculous, but whatever I’ll do the same.
Stop trying to make it out as if I’m the biggest dickhead ever and you haven’t done anything wrong, I’ve been more than fair with you over stuff you’ve done in the past. And between us two, I can easily say I’m the better friend. For a start you got involved with that Phil stuff, which you shouldn’t have done, common sense would have told you to just not say anything, it’s not hard. I know I’ve ranted on about it in the past but it’s still not something I want broadcasted everywhere, it just ended up that way. If it’d been me in your shoes, I wouldn’t have opened my mouth about it. It’s not like I go around telling everyone about stuff you’ve said or things you’ve done in the past, but for once I will do.
Then there was at Rachel’s party when you brought up that Annabelle stuff to completely make a show of me infront of all the girls and make yourself look better and making me look like an absolute twat. They knew the story anyway, but you still had to mention it because you love to attract the attention from everyone. That was you being a shitty friend, whether you messing or not you still shouldn’t have done it just to make you look better than me, it was ages ago, get over it.
Stop moaning about not having a girlfriend and the way Jack and Emma are lucky and Tasha and Burkey have got the perfect relationship, what do you expect? You’ve treated girls badly in the past and it’s karma coming back on you. I wouldn’t even be surprised if you done the same thing again if you were in another relationship, hopefully though you’ve learnt your lesson and won’t.
Stop going on about how you’ve got the worst life ever, we’ve all got rough spots in our lives, nothing’s perfect and you can’t take it for granted but you need to get on with it. Burkey’s got the perfect girlfriend? Well he had to wait for seventeen years for her and go through loads of shit to get there and I know for a fact that he’s more than grateful that Tasha’s in his life. Emma’s got a strong family? Yeah she has, but you’re not giving her enough credit for being a strong person and a lovely girl that’s had a lot of rough spots and still come out top in the end. And to be honest if you’re talking about wanting the perfect girlfriend, maybe you already had her in the first place? You had your chance with Emma in the past and blew it like an asbolute idiot, I hope you regret it but at the end of day you didn’t deserve her anyway. Jack’s got the perfect body? If you want that, do something about it and stop complaining. Me and Burkey haven’t got perfect bodies but we had to work hard to get were we are. I’ve got money? So what? What do you want me to do about the fact that my dad makes a good wage? Our family had nothing a few years ago and my dad’s worked his ass off to get where he is now and I know I’m luckier than most in that way but I can’t do anything about it, you and all of the others know that if I’ve got the money I’ll always give it to yous over me. But again, I can’t help the position I’m in, that’s life, maybe your kids will be in the same position as me when they’re older.
Now I was annoyed about all this stuff, and I might’ve been harsh about it to you on Saturday but after all that stuff that happened with Emma’s friend Peter it made me realise that life can be unpredictable and it’s better to be positive and not go on bad terms, so I was willing to let it go after that. I even said happy birthday and invited you on Friday to show that I’m not being spiteful about it, but if you wanna be act like a kid about it and throw a tantrum and not speak to me about it then fine. I’m not really bothered if you don’t wanna be friends or whatever, you’re just being an attention seeker looking for some new drama.
I didn’t want to put all this stuff on tumblr but you done it first. Now I’ve said everything I need to say, take it in a good way or a bad way, whatever.
Talk to me when you grow up.